PRESQUE-VU

well it's been like two years when i fainted ,but i still remember the day .. i had 104 degreees centigrade temperature calling up my father and after talking to him .. i just dropped down in front of the PCO.
today in my french class one of my classmates droppped like a feather.. i just remember those days of pain .. of treatment and recovery of trying to run and falling .. of trying to play and don't have a stamina .. of trying to read but didn't see to understand a word
.. of sitting alone and preparing for re-exams
realising that i am not as sharp as i was..

anyways ....
it was something similiar

thanks for all those things

Notion of Simplicity

yesterday was like all other days ....
na it wasn't no single day is like the other ,they say there is nothing which is an exact copy of the original.Incidents accidents etc are all a part of life.
went to kick one of my friends away ..may be forever ..
at the station a blind man asked us for direction to get out of the station... well i just thought may be i can walk in darkness for a while and let him walk in light..
i went outside with him .. walking with him ,i actually never walked with such care before , my cavalier attitude to life suddenly went missing ,the insouciant suddenly became cautious...anyway i asked him where he had to go ,tried to look for a tempo ...
couldn't find one .. asked a riksha puller to take him whenever he want to go ..
or make him take a bus to his destination ...
well i had to go back my friend was there at the station...

well i went back to the station and my friend was there , well he didn't discuss my actions .. well may be he is too used to my thinking or too confused at my actions

in between
want to singing songs of farewell to friends
try The End by the Doors

This is the end beautiful friend the end
This is the end my only friend the end ,of our ellaborate plans the end
of everything that stands the end ,no safety or suprise the end
....
as i was singing and my friend was humming with me
the train starting
and he boarded ..
and a hug..........

...and solitude..........
a hundred years of it

Abstract

life in abstract
exams going on , presque vu with someone.Scope for improvement approaches infinity .

what is meant by being abstract ?
If someone calls you abstract what does it mean?
i gather it meant that i am impersonal in my views and attitude .That i always look at a situation without being actually in it.A outsiders views to personal problem.
Like looking at something without being involved in it.
guess that is why i am satisfied or look satisfied atleast to others, cause i never make it personal.Even when i am involved in something deeply i always act with detachment.Now the previous line seems as if it is contradictory.
What it does is decreases the amount of time to recover from a set back or a gaffe .Cons are that it can lead to another gafffe, never quitting is a very bad habit .though one thing tenacity pays in everything yup eveything and anything...........