Pappu can't dance saala

Check... the irony.. what is happening in NCR..
what the gujjar community is doing.. why are they fighting for reservation instead of fighting the problems..
will reservation make them happy.. have we ever seen a beggar happy..
what will this create .. a trend in the society.. to create havoc,in the society
can anyone reason with the gujjar community that they are themseleves cutting their own roots..
anything.. that is not based on strength .. on hard work on devotion... on concentration can't really last .. do they want a pyhrric victory ..
why people have died for reservation...soon are they are going to ask for reservation in heaven ...
has anything change in the last 2000 years.. are we culturally any different.. have we become better in anyway.. if we ask for reservations.. fight on such issues block traffic.. for such things
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this song i am listening to .. kinda sums it up ...
Pappu ki gaadi tez hai,
Pappu kudiyo mein craze hai.
Pappu ki aankhe light blue,
Pappu dikhta angrez hai. (angrez hai)
Rado ki ghaari haton mei, perfume Gucci wala.
But Pappu can't dance saala.
Par Pappu can't dance saala.
Haa Pappu naach nai sakta

its like with reservation.. you can have everything.. but nothing.. cause u haven't earned it..


We the unwilling ,led by the unknowing are doing the impossible ,for the ungrateful
we have done so much with so little for so long that we are qualified to do anything with nothing..

"i ain't any angel or a demon.. just a human.."

The Divine and Demonic..

.. we all have some good and some bad things..

"i ain't any angel or a demon.. just a human.."
anonymous

they say hate the sin not the sinner..
hate the game not the player..


what happens with most of us.. me included is that we feel an emptiness inside .. and inorder to fill that emptiness ,we start a journey ..where we go ..what we choose to..
most of us we go for the latest fad around.. the most happening disc to the most happening clothes... the latest iphone..go and watch the latest movie.. even though we feel no happiness from it.. we still do it.. some of us choose a different way.. we cut down from our loved and dear ones and work.. and work.. try to achieve something we think that is worthwhile. ... if we achieve then also we aren't satisfied actually we are.. happy for the moment.. but the truth is that the emptiness remains....what if we don't we are even more engrossed into it.. and try for it even more...and are caught in the delusion that something is everything.. that might be getting.. an audi.. getting a promotion..but the truth is that greed lust and ego...inhibit the potential
soon we get tired or exhausted from the circle.. ....

consider

is happiness a commodity in the supermarkets ..i guess this will answer all your questions..

Its Raining

its like rain..

It is the springtime of my loving - the second season I am to know
You are the sunlight in my growing - so little warmth I've felt before.
It isn't hard to feel me glowing - I watched the fire that grew so low.

It is the summer of my smiles - flee from me Keepers of the Gloom.
Speak to me only with your eyes. It is to you I give this tune.
Ain't so hard to recognize - These things are clear to all from
time to time.

Talk Talk - I've felt the coldness of my winter
I never thought it would ever go. I cursed the gloom that set upon us...
But I know that I love you so

These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall
This is the wonder of devotion - I seek the torch we all must hold.
This is the mystery of the quotient - Upon us all a little rain must fall...It's just a little rain...

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its raining today..

Phone conversation..

this is a phone conversation.. a long time ago..

..a girl and a guy talking to each other..

the girl.. starts to sing... this song..


You fill up my senses like a night in the forest,
like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain,
like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean.
You fill up my senses, come fill me again.

Come let me love you, let me give my life to you,
let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms,
let me lay down beside you, let me always be with you.
Come let me love you, come love me again.

...

.. the girl.. says i love you..

and the guy says thank you..

Oxford.. standford..UIUC..

.. why to all these places.. when your own father can teach you ..
when.. you haven''t even learnt what is taught at home..why to go to all these places..
learn from your parents .. you siblings.. learn from everyone..

thinking of learning urdu..
politics..

Suicide...

There are a variety of reasons posited or given for suicide:

• Mental disorders(has to be.. why do something that is anyway going to happen)
• Suffering (look the other way dude.. or just try to be a maschohist..)
  
• Unrequited love (yeh reason kabhi samaj nahi aaya.. )
  
• Stress (stress ... and strain.. are khud hi hone do na.. tum kyu active participant ban rahe ho..)
  
• Grief (oh.. addiction walle bande..)
• As philosophically or ideologically motivated move (are yeh phir bhi thik hai.. but why do you care...)
  
• To escape punishment or an abusive environment ( yeh idea aacha hai.. paar cowards ke liye)
  
• Guilt or shame (kitna concious banda hai..)
  
• Catastrophic injury (bhai thik ho jaooge..)
  
• Financial loss ( paise tho phir aajayege..)
  
• Self sacrifice (chalo yeh thik hai..)
  
• As part of a military or social strategy (e.g. suicide attacks) yeh tho kuch logo ki hobby hai
  
• Belief that life has no inherent value (e.g. absurdism, pessimism, nihilism) saale itna kyu sooch raha hai...
  
• As part of a religious cult suicide cults.. ajeeb funda hai
  
• Loneliness tho find some frds get a dog..
  
• To restore honor (e.g. seppuku) saale tho kuch aaccha kaam kar..
  
• Curiosity for post-life occurrences. veele lukkha.. aadmi thoda time wait kar le..
  

Guidelines..

When i chose a word its means what i intend it mean no more no less..

To win someone's heart you have to understand the little pains, little problems they face.. only then u can win their heart.. be a part of their life the pains the joys.. all those little things and if any the big ones too..
to understand someone else u need to understand what you feel about that person..
only then u can understand someone..

This is applicable to all relations..... and this is my experience talking..

The sublime and the ridiculous..

The sublime and the ridiculous are often related so nearly that its difficult to class them seperately...


Aa aa aa aaa...
Aa aa aa..
SA ....
pa ne sa re ga sa re paa ma ga sa re ga ga sa
sa re ma pa ne sa
sa re ma pa ne sa pada ma pa ga sa re ga sa re pa ma ga sa re ga ga sa

Ho ho ho ho neer bharan kaise jaaon
hmm hmm neer bharan kaise jaaon

Sakhi ri Mori dagar chalat mosey karat har Sakhi Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
Chan chal chapala nat hat khat manoti nahin kaoo ki baat
Binti Karat Main to Gai Har Sakhi Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
kaise jaaon.........
kaise jaaon.....
kaise jaaoon....
jaaaon......

Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon

ta na de re na aaa
ta na de re na aaa de re naaaaa
dheem tana tana tana tana dheem tana tana tana tana
tananana dere na dere na dere na dere na dere na .........
tananana dere na dere na dere na dere na dere na .........
tananana de na na dere na aaaaaaaa!!!

Binti Karat Main to Gai Har Sakhi Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
Sakhi ri Mori dagar chalat mosey karat har Sakhi Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon
Neer Bharan Kaise Jaaon

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Tilak raag.. kamod..

Bandeya....

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Bulley no samjhawan aayan behna te bharjaiaan,
Munlay bullehya sada kehna chad de pala rayaan
Aaale nabi Aulade Ali noo too kyoun leeka laayaan
Jehra sano Syed saday doozakh milan sazayaan

Raaeen Saaeen subhni Thaeee Rab diyan be parwa yan
Sohiyaan pare hataian te kojiah lay Gul layaan
Jay tu Loray Baagh baharan Chakar ho ja raai yan
Bulley shah di zaat ke puchni Shaakar ho Raziaaan

Bandeyaaa hoooo ,Bandeya

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This song written by bulleh shah.. response to his relatives asking him to leave his guru..as his caste(rayaan- a person who is a farmer.. ) is lower than bulleh shah's(sayyaid.. descendent of the prophet..) ...
chaad de pala rayaan( his guru....)..
to this bulleh response.. is that .. what his guru's caste is .. that is his.. and whoever thinks his caste is different from his guru's that person will burn in hell.. ( Jehra sano Syed saday doozakh milan sazayaan).......

i love this line..
Bulley shah di zaat ke puchni Shaakar ho Raziaaan............

In short don't ask the caste the religion.. of a person..whom you love..
in today's world where we divide even in caste.. punjabi.. baniya.. marwari.. brahmin.. gujrati.. tamil..
rich poor.. and think one is good and other is not.. one is saint.. and the other the devil..

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consider rejection on the basis of color.. forget about caste creed etc.. there is this tendency for fair girls in india..
something of a colonial hangover..
or the basis of survival of the fittest..
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to be, or not to be

"To be, or not to be, that is the question;
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The Slings and Arrows of outrageous Fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing, end them"

To be..
cause it better to be than be not.. cause death comes to all .. but to cowards a many times more.. ..

And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pitch and moment
With this regard their currents turn away,
And lose the name of action

Comments..

1. fulfil my childhood dream to be an IAS
failure rate.. very high..

2. Study for four months crack cat( go into IIMA ) and pay homage to my frd
save the homage for his death you fuck.... and better ways to do that..


3. take another job say microsoft /google / ... and keep working
and make other people rich..

4.Take GRE apply for MS/PHD and become the great researcher my teachers thought i would be.

ek aur indian nasa main..

Teeeeeeeeee SHirt

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Good news .. jayant got in iimc ..
bad news.. saala ja raha hai.. pata nahi kab milege..
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The mosquito walk .. happened a fews weeks when we were left high and dry.. by doodhwalla who went to see his love ... :) ..
Here porthos.. is sad that doodhwalla is going .. and he is now going to be alone.. moreover.. he is being forced into the same cat thing by the peers..
Aramis.. is quiet .. and doesn't seem to be bothered but actually from the inside he is ..
Athos is giving his theory.. which are too difficult to be applied in real life.. utter crap. ..
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All people after a cat.. who let the dogs out...
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quotes..
if you want to learn about management spend six months in the management section at oxford bookstore.. you will learn more that at harvard or a iim...
if you want to earn money. start a business.. ..
if you want to learn about life.. go to an iim....
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about the yahoo.. microsoft.. merger..
. It's like taking the two guys who finished second and third in a 100-yard dash and tying their legs together and asking for a rematch, believing that now they'll run faster

Going for Broke...part2

1.fulfil my childhood dream to be an IAS
why do i want to be ias..
think of it.. it is a corrupt place to be.. but the only place you can do something for this country.. serve this country.. which has given us so much .you mightsay join politics..but somehow i don't see myself clad in khadi.. and robbing the poor of the country.. why ias cause it will make me a better person where i would be able to help people.. change stuff i think which is not right.. make changes.. assuage the pains of the common .. yes the thought arises that i might not be able to do this .. might just fail in my attempts to be one.. might clear and then become one of the most corrupt ias officers.. but mayy be become one of the most honest ias officers.. ever to be have existed.. yes.. i do have the qualities.. to become the best and the worst.. or may be just yet another ias officer..


2. Study for four months crack cat( go into IIMA ) and pay homage to my frd
well this is the easiest option.. i have loads of the management skills....cracking cat for a person with my aptitude shouldn't be hard.. this opinion comes from various sources friends .. collegues.. etc.. and yah there is old thing .. one of frds joby john once did i college proud by getting 100% in CAT .. i want to repeat that....my sister wants me to do my mba..


3. take another job say microsoft /google / ... and keep working
well this has taken a back seat.. suddenly.. working for peanuts no longer seems a good option.. when my fellow frds are earning so much..


4.Take GRE apply for MS/PHD and become the great researcher my teachers thought i would be.
the noble.. thing to do..
well this was something all my teachers thought i would be heading to.. after college.. but somehow the enthusiam faded away.. alok went to carnegie, thathoo to standford.. but i didn't... don't know where i lost my interest..


you should do a job you love.. do research in things u like.. study things that enlighten u..