Sunday, May 04, 2008

Teeeeeeeeee SHirt

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Good news .. jayant got in iimc ..
bad news.. saala ja raha hai.. pata nahi kab milege..
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The mosquito walk .. happened a fews weeks when we were left high and dry.. by doodhwalla who went to see his love ... :) ..
Here porthos.. is sad that doodhwalla is going .. and he is now going to be alone.. moreover.. he is being forced into the same cat thing by the peers..
Aramis.. is quiet .. and doesn't seem to be bothered but actually from the inside he is ..
Athos is giving his theory.. which are too difficult to be applied in real life.. utter crap. ..
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All people after a cat.. who let the dogs out...
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quotes..
if you want to learn about management spend six months in the management section at oxford bookstore.. you will learn more that at harvard or a iim...
if you want to earn money. start a business.. ..
if you want to learn about life.. go to an iim....
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about the yahoo.. microsoft.. merger..
. It's like taking the two guys who finished second and third in a 100-yard dash and tying their legs together and asking for a rematch, believing that now they'll run faster

Friday, May 02, 2008

Going for Broke...part2

1.fulfil my childhood dream to be an IAS
why do i want to be ias..
think of it.. it is a corrupt place to be.. but the only place you can do something for this country.. serve this country.. which has given us so much .you mightsay join politics..but somehow i don't see myself clad in khadi.. and robbing the poor of the country.. why ias cause it will make me a better person where i would be able to help people.. change stuff i think which is not right.. make changes.. assuage the pains of the common .. yes the thought arises that i might not be able to do this .. might just fail in my attempts to be one.. might clear and then become one of the most corrupt ias officers.. but mayy be become one of the most honest ias officers.. ever to be have existed.. yes.. i do have the qualities.. to become the best and the worst.. or may be just yet another ias officer..


2. Study for four months crack cat( go into IIMA ) and pay homage to my frd
well this is the easiest option.. i have loads of the management skills....cracking cat for a person with my aptitude shouldn't be hard.. this opinion comes from various sources friends .. collegues.. etc.. and yah there is old thing .. one of frds joby john once did i college proud by getting 100% in CAT .. i want to repeat that....my sister wants me to do my mba..


3. take another job say microsoft /google / ... and keep working
well this has taken a back seat.. suddenly.. working for peanuts no longer seems a good option.. when my fellow frds are earning so much..


4.Take GRE apply for MS/PHD and become the great researcher my teachers thought i would be.
the noble.. thing to do..
well this was something all my teachers thought i would be heading to.. after college.. but somehow the enthusiam faded away.. alok went to carnegie, thathoo to standford.. but i didn't... don't know where i lost my interest..


you should do a job you love.. do research in things u like.. study things that enlighten u..

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Going for Broke...

Life is a box of chocolates..
you pick one but you want them all..

The idea behind choosing one is that we leave the others..

choices that i have...

1. fulfil my childhood dream to be an IAS
2. Study for four months crack cat( go into IIMA ) and pay homage to my frd
3. take another job say microsoft /google / ... and keep working
4.Take GRE apply for MS/PHD and become the great researcher my teachers thought i would be.

which one to choose.. what do i want.. where is the enthusiam ..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Take your time

...
in anger you might say things.. when u get hurt u might say things u might not do..
in ego you might say and do things u might not either..

things will be.. the way they will be...yet other things will change and would astound you ..

"I don't want to die now! I've still got a headache!
I don't want to go to heaven with a headache, I'd be all cross and wouldn't enjoy it!"

Friday, April 18, 2008

Surfing,..

“Somebody loves you and wants you to know,Longs to be with you wherever you go;Somebody loves you and right from the start,Somebody wants to come into your heart!”



This i read .. in a blog.. while surfing..

Monday, April 14, 2008

Yoga

What controls a restless mind is yoga ..when yoga controls the mind ..all powers can be attained..
because the mind is the cause of all that is good or bad..
so once the mind is controlled .. a person can be trully free
what is good what is bad..what is virtue what is sin..
to relieve the pain of anyone..that is virtous action..to cause pain .. to injure someone that is a sin..
love is virtue and hatred is sin..

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Walk the Talk

well i was reading .. this book on vipassana.. one of my frds aadi gave me the book..
you can learn all the thoery but if you don't know practice.. you will never understand never grow..
So let all shed our inhibitions and walk the talk.. walk the line.. which we draw..

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Knowledge

the knowledge is superior to everything in purification ,knowledge differentiates between good and bad ,what to see what to not ,what to hear and what not to ..to get affected from what to act for ..
the one who does not have knowledge nor faith ,who doubts that person is lost ...
he is neither happy on earth nor in heaven ...(if u ask a person whether he wants to go to heaven ,he will say yes but if u ask whether if he wants to die he will say no... such is the state..)

I Wanna Hold Ur Hand

"agar ise bolegi tho koi pakar lega"

strange things happen when u visit religious places ,you marvel at the devotion of some ,the confused look on others ,the ritual for the masses, who visit the gurudwara ,the mosque ,the temple..the church ,but its just a journey for some who find peace in different ways ,the journey to find yourself is so long and is not related to the daily chores
we all have a pretense against change , hundred excuses against one commitment.I have to learn to talk only when i am spoken to ...what else

" i am not an angel nor a devil "
just human

playing pools and breaking stone fishes ...that summed up the day

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

A DoLL NaMed STEFFI GRAF

yesterday was filled with contrasting emotions ..
Cat results were out..so a lot of people were excited..
still yet to check my cat score.. a lot of people asking..
karm karo fal ki ischa na karo is only for the books.. and its ancient or weird if somebody follows it..
guess i am ancient..
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went for bowling .. bought some stuff from arrow..
..came back to office.. worked a while ..
went home..talked to old frds and new..

Sunday, January 06, 2008

loVe

their something i understood about love from my experiences...

its
love does not fear..
love will not ask for a remittance..
and love is for the ideal..

why i say these things are due to ,if u fear .. u will be anger .. anger to pain and pain to suffering.. how can person in love suffer.. if u fear something.. then u will hate.. and if u hate the love u have for something will be tested severely and will be found wanting..so as long as u have fear u have hate u cannot love..
love is divine due to this..
love is not a trade.. it will not ask to loved in return ..it will not be turned into something else just cause of being spurned..
it is like tapasya ..which is for the its own sake..
love is for the ideal .. which we think is ideal.. hence we all love god..
and those people who remind us of the lord..

Friday, January 04, 2008

Critique of Pure Reason

  • What can I know?"
  • "What should I do?".
  • "What may I hope for?"

These three questions..

what can i know..
how can i know something , ..
how do i differentiate between knowledge based on reason and experience,

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Little things

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we are all confused .. and lack clarity ,what we want from our peers ,our friends ,our relatives ,ourselves .. and feel so lost that the only clear way is working and forgetting ourselves in work ,but we do know this when the work has ended do we again feel lost ..
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Remember the moment ..
recollect the moment and analyze and we might find ourselves in different light
recollect the day and remember every part of memory you might find ...

paint ..sing create.. why..
do ,don't do..why

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Taare Zameen Paar

...
consider some colors .. think which of color u like ..paint that color

thinking of some place u want to be this new year..
want to paint with my hands...

about the movie.....
consider in search of a perfect theory we have forgotten than every case is unique..
sometimes what we see and what it is are different ,and sometimes what it is and what we perceive it to be are different
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little change in some places and life can be really much much better
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

amusing things ..in life..
death is certain whether u are brave or a coward.. whether we are rich or poor..
in the same way we are free to feel whatever we wish.. good or bad . happy or sad ..
what do you feel ..what do i feel everyday.. hungry..

Friday, November 09, 2007

To the bright eyes

To the bright eyes filled with happiness ..
to friendship .. to working hard .. to the ability to believe ..
to think of someone and meeting her the next day.."gotta read"..to a fixed ipod.."
to remember saying ..those words again ..
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to ..fire in the belly..
to fight and believe..
to being calm and just doing your best..
conflicts ...to being nostalgic during november..
to little ones .. who look with love..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Free Icecream

i would like to use this post to thank subhashish chakraborty for the ice cream treat held at connaught place .. okay okay . shomu the miser would never treat us .. shomu thinking that we had our stomachs full dared me and jayant to eat one brick of 1000ml icecream each ..little did he know ..anyways shomu thanks for the treat

161

161 is a mythical number ..well not really but it has been given a mythical status atleast by my near and dear ones .Last weekend Me harsha and lokendra went bowling ..well jayant joined us mid way through the night ... we bowled .. for how long..well they closed down the place.. that's howlong ..

Saturday, September 22, 2007

do i understand my options and measure them..
doing routine job is better than doing nothing
the wise and the unwise .. the difference is apparaent only then
do work as a penance .. action is a ritual ..
desire expectation is the like the stone which doesn't let a person swim ..
this expectation leads to make the action worthless
selfish desire leads to make action souless,don't u feel sometimes the action is enough .. even without the fruit of action

unwise also perform action .. but the unwise perform action for their own selfish desire

why does a person perform sin..
what makes a person unethical
desire list greed angry
knowledge is covered by desire lust greed
then a person becomes sinful

Friday, August 17, 2007

Things you own end up owning you ...

belief..

consider ..
people u can nurture then for years you can feed them for years ,take care of them yet they can turn on you..
why because it is the present which is important .. only the dead live in the past.
consider the paradox we think we would live forever knowing we can die any moment..
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consider the clothese we buy the car we drive .. the code we write ...everything owns us as we own it..
ever relationship is two way for it would last.. only then..

if u cannot differenciate between good and bad then u cannot be happy ever
desires take away your intelligence

if u all the time desire something or the other .. then you keep finding ways to satifying your desire..
like if i want to be rich should i take it from everyone else make everyone else bankrupt ..
if i want wood should cut all the forests in the world..
what is answer..
how to satisfy ..
think beyond your hunger and find the reason for your hunger ..
these days a man flows without realising where he is flowing and thinks its nature to flow ..
change is permanent..
but without knowing the change , without understanding the need to change should change happen

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Changes..

This saturday somebody died in the mud hut
grief has no sound or does it..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i was looking at a mud hut.. in these rainy days ..i wondered the hardships the people living in slums are going through in these rainy days ..i marvel at the spirit of those people who atleast i admire ..
why do i admire them
i admire the strength they have ..the will to survive. ..
While solving questions
i realised .. the bar can be raised.. just when i think its enough i realise their is a lot of more to things i than we perceive

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Nature law of conformity..

some thoughts ..
I .. the basis of i is thinking that an i exists ..
does an activity such an thinking exists or we gather information and call it thinking..
do i need eyes that's why eyes were their or were they their before .. and eyesight came later..

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Waiting for Nothing

truth..
this word .. if u remove the T ... ruth.. is ruthless..
consider.. the thought the ones who care about u the most u care about them less..
the ones who give importance to u,you give less importance to them..
some kind of ego thing ..
its like u are stuckin the middle of a vicious circle and u give to those who give nothing to u.. but take from those to whom u give nothing...

Well does life get any better More yesterday than today How I thought the sun would shine tomorrow But it rained . . .

why i am doing these things .. coming to office working.. thinking.. talking writing.. all the stuff.. consider..feel the same things all over again..
good bad.. fear anger..or have i just defined my feelings in such way


Tuesday, June 19, 2007

The 12th Man ...

what color is her eyes..
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in life we are free men.. we are free to choose .. to live in the same streets as the rich and powerful ..we are free to forgive or to forget.. free to hate.. but in life the choice we make between hating or forgiving can be the story of our lives.. (courtesy shantaram..)
consider when a beggar comes to asking for alms , doesn't he or she has a choice whether or not to hate u.. .. if u don't give alms to him ,he might hate u .. if you do he might still hate u..
he might hate u for the simple reason you have something he doesn't .
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in the same tone.. consider your relationship with your boss. do u hate him if doesn't give u the raise in salary you expected ..or gives you less than you expected.. does that makes you hate him or her...do u forgive him .. understand empathize with him.. respect his decision.. or not is upto you...so understand the choice is yours ..
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many times i have given alms to a person who asks me.. but i am yet to see a man happy after getting the alms.. relief.. yes happiness no.. i don't understand... maybe i understand asking for something in itself.. makes a person sad.. so what happiness is their in this self humiliating experience of begging..
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what difference is their between begging and praying.. for something.. i wonder..

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Focus Determines Reality..

consider sitting in a office .. without the inclination or motivation to do anything but still working 10 hours a day..talk about doing your karma..
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oh.. my star is fading and i don't know what do ..
talking to you i might say..
come here oh my star is fading.. i stuck in here in this hole..
come here my star is fading i have been talking to strangers
to voices i haven't heard before..
walking in alleys ... in streets of no concern.. i bounded myself to you ..
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looking at love ...looking at an anxious lover's eyes waiting .. .. ..saw love after a long time..
those two were in love.. i could see..after a long time.. may be the first couple i saw in delhi .. i could say loved each other..
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Place Ruby Tuesday..

two people chatting discussing the limitations they are bounded in..
consider..
she says "never go out with a girl just out of relationship.. sleep with her. .."
talk about morality..double standards..
her explaination is that .."when she is just out of relationship .. she is just too bitter from inside and she doesn't even know .."
incomparison to guys who are more in touch with what they feel ..
they are more honest about their ex..
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Now i turn my attention to a couple and girl sitting .. the couple is hands in hands type of situation .. just imagine it ..the third person a girl is on the phone. .. for most of the time..
what do i think when i look at the three people sitting together the third is just on the phone..
as if she doesn't want to be their..
say what u may it won't change a thing..
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Monday, June 11, 2007

AOc tales ..

so we kept playing one on one's ..
wolfpack vs villager vs alexander ..kept on going ..in this time CS also became a rage and a lot of players switched to it..but still AOC has its charm ...one of ones started a new concept of walling to protect the trebs from cavalry ..nice idea .. tower rush.. dark attack.. feudal rush. jayant and CD pony all started watch matches of various world championships and learnt..a lot from their.. .
a lot of management skills like which villager to send to lumber how many villagers on food .. how many on gold.. wether to mine stone in feudal or not. .. we also practice knight rushes a lot.. and this strategy still is common if their is less feaudal fighting.. Orion Zap started to show the archer rush. which was devasting if u are not prepared for it .Champions rushes by vikings ..was also patented by them.. well loads of stuff happened .. don't remember all ..

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Aoc Tales.. continued

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we went to second year and switched from nsc to iiit jhalwa.. started playing with tandon hades.. (though jayant took and lived up to the hades legacy) joshi .. manas(inspite of being a gr8 player very humble..).. we played learnt new techniques.. and here in the second year of college.. i played with rajdeep or CD.. man this guy .. though we totally opposite in our style of living somehow .. i liked his ability to learn and improve..liked we did new things hitting sub 15 castle.. a 21 min imp .. learning... new concepts..like height factor .. fishing boom.. our juniors improved as well..we lost to them ..but it turned out to be learning experience and we improved more..
rajdeep or CD as we called him improved by leaps and bounds ...and became the best AOC player ..
We both played a lot of games i guess used to play 10 1 on 1 in a day.. loki also joined us though he was just beginning to play..
loads of one of one games were being played these days ...second year..

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

AOC

let me go back in time...when we entered college..
in our first year ..we form a gang.. a gang of agers .. who played AOC (age of empires like a religion..)the games weren't games .. they were epic battles.. wolfpack caeser phoenix attacker Alexander dumbledore..lord voldemort.. knightmare..
Epic battles let me explain.. we come to college on a saturday a group of 8 ...start playing the games were so long that we had to take breaks ..lunch break .. toilet break pause the game for few seconds and then back ... and this continued till late in the evening till around 9 pm.In some ways when i look back it was a endurance test mor than anything ..we proved to oursleves and to everbody else.. that we can play..especially our senoirs who in the beginning humiliated us with 2 on 6 matches ...but after sometime couldn't even play 4 on 4 against us...i guess we played long and hard..

Sunday, June 03, 2007

what difference the words i love you means ..
does they make someone already loved know..what..a person feels for them.. not really ..how can we describe love ...what can i say to tell you i adore you .. that i get pleasure from yor happiness .. that i like you like no other ..tha when i with you i am myself .. that all wounds all my sorrow disappears when i am with you...

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Notebooks

Leonardo..

To enjoy - to love a thing for its own sake and for no other reason

Iron rusts from disuse ,stagnant water loses it purity and in cold weather becomes frozen even so does inaction sap the vigour of the mind
Vows begin when hope dies...
It is by testing that we discern fine gold
As is the mould so will the cast be


Obstacles cannot bend me
every obstacle yields to effort
Not to leave the furrow
He who fixes his course by a star changes not

Sunday, May 13, 2007

counting.. till twenty..

somebody told me.. i told u so......

The day when u look for something.. everything goes against..
we counted till six........i counted till one...
said i am going to buy this place.. and burn it down..
and do back the things it did to u in return..
said i going to buy this place.. and start a fire.. stand here till i fill all your heart desires..
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when i talk to you i am myself....

Saturday, May 12, 2007

She Wore BLUE...

standing under stairs with some oher guy ..
she looked at me and said hi..
i am looking for cartridge..
going inside strange alleys .. and visiting eerie places..
talking to strangers about stranger things...

...walking back ..meeting...someone i know.. ..

Monday, May 07, 2007

Listen to words between the lines..

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything you do, Yeah they were all yellow, I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called yellow So then I took my turn Oh all the things I've done And it was all yellow Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know you know I love you so You know I love you so I swam across I jumped across for you Oh all the things you do Cause you were all yellow I drew a line I drew a line for you Oh what a thing to do And it was all yellow Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know for you i bleed myself dry For you i bleed myself dry Its true look how they shine for you look how they shine for you look how they shine for you look how they shine for you look how they shine for you look how they shine look at the stars look how they shine for you

Saturday, April 28, 2007

What For


My sister calls me lazy.. i think being lazy is the biggest virtue a Person can have.i think being lazy drives person to work harder today so that laz around in the end.. in other wrds ave our peace later on ..

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

who are you..

i am something..
i think i am something..
i do something i become something..
but i am something else....
i am what i think i am...

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

Remember

Do you want to remember everything you learn ..
if yes then imagine a room ..the biggest room you have ever seen ,may be a palace..
make your mind as big as the room you see in the palace....in the palace of your mind...

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..my reading have taken a turn from the fiction to non fiction(basically 3g 4g telecom)..
won't talk about that..
read hannibal rising.. thomas harris.. its 5 pm and i haven't had lunch.. so.. i better have something.. let's see

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Survival

existence is identity ..
identification is concious...
AN A is an A... a thing is defined by itself..

you cannot have your cake and eat it too
which means .. a thing is a thing.. leaf can't be a stone.. at the same time..
dual nature of things doesn't exists unless we observe from two different references..

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Fairness

Weekend.. i decided to agree to my mother's wishes and buy somethnigs for myself. i bought a shirt from dockers.. 1599 .. a t shirt 899.. i find it amusing to get pay more.. for the same things .. which aren't worth that much.. its something like a play.. in which i am an actor.. and the world swindles me.. trully depraved the thought in a way ...

to be reasonable.. its just the way life is.. we all swindle each other..
Some questions
suppose we want truth.. why do we not want the untruth. why don't we want ignorance..

can something arise from its opposite.. how can it..its inconcievable.. to the shadow that has no face..

ought to discover some day that words have an exact meaning

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Last WEEKEND..IMAGinE SomeThing NEw..

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.."
Jack Kerouac


what..
how have i been .. what i have been doing..
went to ansal plaza with udit...well its shopping complex in delhi for those of you who don't know .We both went to the IMAGINE shop saw the APPLE IMAC i simply adore it.. i saw so many faces.. kids playing table soccer( i forgot what its called foosball i think)..we got bored of ansal plaza.. then we went to CP.. had this bagattefrom wenger's bakerywhere i saw this girl with the sadest eyes i have seen for a long time...After some time walking on CP inner circle a free lance photographer was taking pictures of little girls , i think for some exhibition. we hungs around for a fw hours .. then we went to Priya@vasantvihar.. sat there outside nirulas.. playing weird games while having walnut cake..like estimating the hair on each other's head.. on trees.. well we estimate the leaves to be around 200k and the hair around 50 to 75 k :) .. well we both like to play such games... trying to judge our quantative aptitude i guess whether rust has overtaken us or does the brain still works.. bought books by Rimbaud and Jack kerouac(not sure if i got the name right)
udit bought a book on haikus..

Beyond Right and Wrong

Most of us talk to ourselves without realising.. that whom are we talking to.. do we need some logical explaination to ourselves of what we want to do and what we don't .. should we intrinsically know what we think.. but are we so disconnected from our souls that we need to communicate to ourselves .This is something weird strage.. we aren't able to even communicate to ourselves how can we ever think of doing what we like.
what should i do you may ask me..
how should i find silence.... freedom from not talking to my self..
i say talk to your self .. but realise that you have take the responsibility of whatever you choose..
sub concious concious and super concious they may call these things but its just me..
and i can choose to unite them as well as divide them.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Jack Daniels..on the rocks..

the weekend ..
after a long time was like the one i had before.. where i had not time to breath.. every second utilized .....
felt like i did something.. .if not anything else .. was in good company..
udit got placed .. well got two offers. rocksearch and global analytics.. \:D/
pranav had already been placed so we had long await party..
me and udit went to CP .. hung around.. china town.. blues.. . udit wanted to try thai..
we went around looking for thai restaurant in CP.. we even decided to go to QBA and TGIF..
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came back... had coffee at barista.. ..fed biscuits to some dogs..
saw 8 feet below.. nice movie.. talked to pranav about barclays...
then we went to DRUMS OF HEAVEN for dinner.. nice place.. great food..
had fun..
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

NEW YEAR

what did i do on new year eve...
unlike the typical youth of today.. i like to be with my family.. meet everyone.. all those relatives i hardly get to meet ..you might say everyone does.. i say its my choice to betheir and its not forced on me..
i went to chandigarh club.. for a ride.. in between the dinner party.. at my father's sisters place..
went inside.. saw a few familiar faces. .. i guess the two cousins i had with me wanted to do some bird watching..i ws like okay.. just do it..
sonu nigam was singing.. people were dancing..i saw the time and told the others to return.
when we went back our car.. was covered from all corners.. by others.. cars . i tried to push them..but couldn't ..8 cars.. in gear.. i was like why.. how could it be possible.. i was looking for avenues when.. a car went into a pit....
it was an kinda old guy with his family..two daughters.. hardly someone who can pick a car from a pit(the elder one was kinda pretty:(..)
anyways.. after some time were able to pull the car of the pit..got a heart felt thanks.. and smile..
good end to a heart breaking .. embroiling year..

Thursday, December 28, 2006

UP and DOWN

everyday is filled with things ..
we do some chores... do simple things.. some complicated ones.. some demons we have.. in our past.. what i am beginning to observe are the things.. which strike out.. we do some things the same way everyday.. pic up the same phone.. type the same way on the computer everyday.. everything in our life is about convenience .. our comvenience.. I . the one who thinks .rather hopes that everything should go my way.. and sometimes resorts to something unethical to achieve the I's perspective....ideal.. I deal..that is what ideal means literally.. the deal which the I makes..
what is right ,what is wrong..
do i know..
yes or no..
but when i answe my question again again.. then .. sometimes i reach .. my reason.. frm my senses.. sometimes.. reach my soul..
and everything around me .. is like a place..which i observe..
see thngs as they are..not engrossed.. like generally i am..
i wonder.. how to define.. everything i fell how to write everything .. i understand..most things..
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but yes..
yes..
if u feel something is good.. if u like something. u will definately dislike something...that is ultimate truth..

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

IDIOTS PRICE OUR DEVICES

sharman networks
Vanuatu..LEF ..liberte egalite fraternite ..

what is necessary is to amke sure that being dishonest is not too easy..

Design is not about looks but about understanding how something works inside
its is to get what is it..

Saturday, December 09, 2006

what does JK.. stands for

well we had long awaited team building training..
well it was fun great fun ...
lesson no 1
strategies .. more than one way of doing things..
no 2
your win should be so clear that the market can't say its foul.(though i really don't believe it..all companies have to pay lawyers.. the law i flawed as such)
no3
suppoort enable empower..
no4
its difficult to control people .. yes in hierarchy its easier..but very difficult with equals and superiors..
u have to convince them..u have to give them stuff to do.. which makes them busy and doesn't leave any room for going haywire
more later

Monday, December 04, 2006

iwoz

i read this book by steve wozniak the founder of apple(i hope u heard of ipods)
he asked people who invent to work alone.. to believe that its possible to build something alone.We overemphasize team spirit in the coporate culture i think .. i agree the power of a team but .. i believe that einstein wrote about relativity.. newton wrote the laws .. a commitee never invented anything .. a individual did..so work alone he says
he talked about patience and about doing things one at a time.. small steps..

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Brazilian Best Wishes

carmel banana split
coffee .. more coffee..
specs.. more specs
.....
looking for new phone..

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Treat At the FOOD court

what did i do today
well we went to the food court today today to have lunch.. rahul me and shweta..
attended two presentation on iur iuv.. and one on MCC hand..
started with iwoz.. trying to understand the concious of person who made Apple..
filled a form which i thought i never would
.. going home off for the day..

Monday, November 27, 2006

The Keymakers

Iwoz..
Steve WOZ..
Icon
Steve jobs..

the key makers to personal computers

google didn't invent search..microsft didn't write the first operation system..
its not about the first..

Most of us .. have rather have given a lot of undue important to the first. ..
first what.. u may ask
.. first time u kissed, the first time u broke up, the first time u had sex.. the first time u did something .. ....but we don't realise is that the first time is just the beginning , its not the end ,i won't write the cliqued "life goes on"
everyday is something new... everything new thing we think about .. or create is a new beginning.. and life will have more of them
The emphasis on the past must go in our lives as we proceed towards a new day
attachment leads to suffering they said ..

Friday, November 24, 2006

Its not about the Samosa ......

Bloppers done by some guys..
one of frds was offered a samosa by a guy trying to win her affections ..( reminds me of Amitabh's movie (he offered a watermelon) )
well do u think a girl will go out for a movie with u ifu offer her a samosa..
please answer in yes or no
well i say .. offer golgappe.. that's better ..
jokes apart.. its not about the victory but the chase..
its not about reward its about the journey..its important how u played.. what did u learn what sort of connection was achieved by you during the journey rather than the sucess or failure of it....
when everything ends some day or the other..
everyone knows that every connection every feeling has an end and a start .. still we long for permanence ..the ultimate truth of life is death.. the end of everything is right in its beginning..
so do what deem fit.. and the journey.. will seem much smoother

disclaimer : i am talking to my self .. no one is expected to read the above.. thank u

Monday, October 09, 2006

The Google story..

100 pipers
a fling..
shivamani@rivoli gardens..

lays.. onion style...
Apostolos wrote a poem and sent it to the whole company he didn't know yet.:Teoma..

local popularity..
global popularity..
hamster rank page.
so many things i wanna do..

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

telecom

Shivaji's Black Horse..

This is about a session of ethics that me and my fellow colleagues endured and suffered.. .our concious battered by probing questions ,trying to wake us from what we think we are .
WHO ARE YOU!
thw question posed before us and we autologically answered with the class name ,attributes(this tall ,thin.. health fat.. ) and operations(engineer.. coder.. ) ..some even declared themsleves to be void function(that they aren't sure of what they are).
He asked us what makes us so diferent from the other person..sitting next to us
well we all think we are different from each other don't we . It kinda makes us sane.. the thought .. that we are different from the other person.. that we are individuals .. and not just a mass.. who are distributed thinking....pretty much think the same way and want the same things..
well when asked to define ourselves we all come up with some rhethorical answers.. that.. i makes u think that u don't know yourself..
logical... values
practical honesty respect...
romantic.. conservative..
intelligent..
kind
generous
...
...
are we really those things.,those words or we think so that we conform to those definitions ,why because we think its bad to be Different.. don't we realise that everytime somebody has a question for you ,you are enable to answer.. and end up saying i don't know.. but the same question posed to somebody else we have a answer ready before the person answers.. why..
the urge to cut short people when they speak..
what do we mean by respect..
one of my colleagues said that "if the other person respects me i will respect him"
well is that what respect is.. a sort of barter...like what a business man does..
is that what is know as respect.. which depends on trade.
respect comes from deeds from actions..
some people consider.. their word to be everything.. (reminds me of memnon of rhodes..)
we all respect reliable people.People who have integrity might be morally good or bad but they are respected.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

The Necessity of Atheism

P.B.Shelley

"If he is infinitely good, what reason should we have to fear him? If he is infinitely wise, why should we have doubts concerning our future? If he knows all, why warn him of our needs and fatigue him with our prayers? If he is everywhere, why erect temples to him? If he is just, why fear that he will punish the creatures that he has filled with weaknesses? If grace does everything for them, what reason would he have for recompensing them? If he is all-powerful, how offend him, how resist him? If he is reasonable, how can he be angry at the blind, to whom he has given the liberty of being unreasonable? If he is immovable, by what right do we pretend to make him change his decrees? If he is inconceivable, why occupy ourselves with him? IF HE HAS SPOKEN, WHY IS THE UNIVERSE NOT CONVINCED? If the knowledge of a God is the most necessary, why is it not the most evident and the cleares"

Friday, August 04, 2006

Truth

Truth is not a ritual or a formality. truth is duty ..whenever we see truth fading.. we should protect it..even if it menas going to war.. when there is choice between partition and going to war .. i say go to war.. come make that war your dharma..they talk of politicians and that what has been done by the past is too great a burden.. those who think of past as a burden how will they live in the present and reap the rewards that present reaps with karm. The past is not present to drink either the poison or nectar.. the reason i say this is that if u have got a weak foundation from the past then change it. cause the past would have never become the past if it could survive the change, the wheel of time.All of us, our clothes are somewhere or the other are stainded by our ego.. that is something we all know... i this i that.. the cause of desire.. of thinking something is good something is evil.. the ethics of right and wrong morality of good and evil..
what i wish to bring forth is that the parliament nor the judiciary is greater than the nation.. loyalty to the parliament can take you away from the..nation.. if u keep looking at the government and blaming it for everything when would u look at the NATION.I ask to look at your motherland.. and not at some propaganda not at some leader...

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Altruism or Darwinism....part2

we discussed the main points of indian philosphy.. and they sound like quantum physics to people ,indian philosphy of altruism ,of considering guest as god etc.. is light years away from darwinism.It requires a saintly mind to understand what givin is,what it means to pray .. to bless someone.. to be blessed.If we are selfish can we bless someone.. or feel blessed..
can we consider the conflict of animals.. of a hawk and a dove.. if both persons in a conflict act as hawks we assume they divide the benefit...well the stronger gets more benefit.... suppose if one of them is greater.. more aggressive than the other then he receives the major share.. other case they both get the same amount..now we consider what is stable evolutionary state ..two person competing doesn't seem stable..
but it is ...
consider kin theory.. that even though we aren't directly related like people having common goals .. we do see people who are truly altruist.. but are they help their kin..it might be the bond of country.. of friendship.
Kin selection is based upon the fact the gene pool of the particular individual is increased.If a person helps his kin to procreate even without directly helping he is doing what we call self altruism.
Self altruistic behaviour increases the gene of particular kind hence showing darwinistic altruism.to be continued

MAyTrix..

what wouldbe maytrix.. well during this may of vellagiri .. and freedom.. long overdue.. i spend my time this sunday at the govt museum chandigarh ..
i saw a jain godess in a dancing pose.. the culmination of vishnu and shiva..
well i saw them in stone..but some artists do create life in stone.. feel like giving life to stone..more i saw artifacts from a different age.. a pillar of strength broken .. still decorated by carvings belonging to 10th century ..then i assimilated my thoughts ..i saw a most beauiful tree.. and i went to under its shade
sat for a while..

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Altruism or Darwinism....

We talk to heroes in unsaid words ..sometimes unsung heroes are. . cause history is written by those who are able to survive it and the martyr is either glorified or forgotten.Never a true tale spoken never a true confession made but today we talk of a different world one of altruism as its base.
We have been taught to be negative and believe that altruism is the higest virtue,contradiction it seems,we think it wrong to certain thnigs even though we haven't anaylsed them at all.We understand synchronization ,but our thoughts are random.The human mind tendency is to be selfish, charles darwin in his treatise on Evolution of species pointed that selfish chromosome will survive in the long run and the heroes of today become extinct.Though we still see altruism alive and flurishing though in selfish domain.We call it selfaltruism, do we really understand self altruism or not.

Let me consider the Indian Philosphy..
be free from personal bias ..,we are taught act without desire or greed and we become free from the corruption of action.,action free from desire..,action is action but what is free from desire its inaction ..
the non doer does not ..
the knowledge the fire of knowledge burms ambition greed desire,temptation anger sorrow gain loss..
this is the life of a person such a person life is an offering to god.
what is offering..
some people offer money some offer action..
when somebody makes his work his actions his penance then his life becomes an offering..
but the best is knowledge the offering in knowledge.. because its is knowledge which differentiates between good and bad,desireless action ..
to be continued

Friday, April 28, 2006

How true...

Your Birthdate: October 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.
A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.
You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.
You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

Your strength: Your devotion

Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness

Your power color: Lilac

Your power symbol: Heart

Your power month: June

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Last few days..

well today we had our last class ..in b.tech.. iiita classes are at an end... and the only thing left is exams term papers and project submission.Today got up late...aakash came into the room ... just had lunch and went to class.. we had our last class.. studied decision trees and game theory.. .sometimes things hit u..
u know everything has an end and so let's toast to the glory days..

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Sad Eyes...


this something... a piece ..
well its just something i am going to write..
listening to some song playing on winamp....
sad eyes ..

talking in whispers...
in starry nights..
i ask u .. and u say u're doing fine..
but i will anyway sit outside the door..
sad eyes .. say everything..

i don't know .. if i ever been loved..
but the hand that touched me...my heart changed..
a little angry..
a little vain..
i wanna push u .. and i will.. hell i will
i wanna take u.. and i will..
i don't why would u ever lie to me.. been little untrusty..
just don't stand there..
walk besides me.. i wanna push u..
hell i will..

does'nt make a better a man.. but i will..
don't want to make this day go away..

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Something Interesting...

What the hell is my phone transmitting when i'm not receiving a call?

It's periodically sending your GPS location to the government who's building a huge database of people's movements, to correlate against all sorts of crimes ranging from terrorist attacks and murders to petty theft and jaywalking.

The RIAA has shown interest in this as well. They want access to the data so they can draw up a list of people who walked by a record store without stepping inside and buying a CD. They claim it's not only in their own interest, but for national security as well, since anyone found guilty of such a crime is a threat to the national economy, and therefore a terrorist. But don't worry, the government is protecting you and is fiercely negotiating with the RIAA on your behalf. They finally realised what a bunch of nutcases these RIAA folk really are, they're sick of being pushed around by some corporate lobbyists, and are now actively pushing for a rewrite of that RIAA bill that would change the wording from "terrorism" to a mere "theft". And it looks like they might even have a chance of winning this one...

OK, and now for the serious answer: a cellphone tower can only support a limited number of simultaneously connected cellphones. It therefore needs to know exactly when a cellphone leaves its range, or disconnects from the network altogether, so it can free up its connection slot for use by another cellphone. Normally a phone communicates a disconnect to the tower whenever possible (for example if it's getting out of reach and connects to another tower, it then disconnects from the first and the connection gets transferred gracefully from the old tower to the new one, even in the middle of a conversation). However, if you just yank out the batteries, the phone gets utterly destroyed, you suddenly enter a cage of faraday or even an underground tunnel, ... the phone will have no time to notify the tower, so the tower needs to check up on supposedly connected phones from time to time to check that none of them are MIA. It's basically similar to an ICMP ping on the Internet. And that's what you hear over your speakers. Similar thing happens right before a call or SMS comes in, or when you dial out: there's two-way communication, and the RF interference the cellphone puts out is picked up by your audio equipment.

Monday, March 27, 2006

Prufrock

one of most beautiful pieces

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo. (1)


Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized (2) upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust (3) restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question . . .
Oh, do not ask, "What is it?"
Let us go and make our visit.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo. (4)

The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes,
The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes
Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening,
Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains,
Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys,
Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap,
And seeing that it was a soft October night,
Curled once about the house, and fell asleep.

And indeed there will be time
For the yellow smoke that slides along the street,
Rubbing its back upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea.

In the room the women come and go
Talking of Michelangelo.

And indeed there will be time
To wonder, "Do I dare?" and, "Do I dare?"
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald spot in the middle of my hair--
[They will say: "How his hair is growing thin!"]
My morning coat, my collar mounting firmly to the chin,
My necktie rich and modest, but asserted by a simple pin--
[They will say: "But how his arms and legs are thin!"]
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse.

For I have known them all already, known them all:--
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I know the voices dying with a dying fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?

And I have known the eyes already, known them all--
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?

And I have known the arms already, known them all--
Arms that are braceleted and white and bare
[But in the lamplight, downed with light brown hair!]
Is it perfume from a dress
That makes me so digress?
Arms that lie along a table, or wrap about a shawl.
And should I then presume?
And how should I begin?
. . . . .
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows? . . .

I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas.

. . . . .

And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep . . . tired . . . or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices, (5)
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head [grown slightly bald] brought in upon a platter, (6)
I am no prophet--and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
And in short, I was afraid.

And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: "I am Lazarus, (7) come from the dead
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all"--
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: "That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all."

And would it have been worth it, after all,
Would it have been worth while,
After the sunsets and the dooryards and the sprinkled streets,
After the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the
floor--
And this, and so much more?--
It is impossible to say just what I mean!
But as if a magic lantern (8) threw the nerves in patterns on a screen:
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, should say:
"That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all."

. . . . .

No! I am not Prince Hamlet, (9) nor was meant to be;
Am an attendant lord, one that will do
To swell a progress, start a scene or two,
Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,
Deferential, glad to be of use,
Politic, cautious, and meticulous;
Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse
At times, indeed, almost ridiculous--
Almost, at times, the Fool.

I grow old . . .I grow old . . .
I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled.

Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

I do not think that they will sing to me.

I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.

We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

(1) A passage from Dante Alighieri's Inferno (Canto 27, lines 61-66) spoken by Guido da Montefeltro in response to the questions of Dante, whom Guido supposes is dead, since he is in Hell:. The flame in which Guido is encased vibrates as he speaks: "If I thought that that I was replying to someone who would ever return to the world, this flame would cease to flicker. But since no one ever returns from these depths alive, if what I've heard is true, I will answer you without fear of infamy."
(2) Anesthetized with ether; but also suggesting "made etherial," less real.
(3) Cheap bars and restaurants used to spread sawdust on the floor to soak up spilled beer, etc.
(4) The great Renaissance Italian artist.
(5) Cookies and ice cream.
(6) Like John the Baptist (see Matthew 14: 1-12)
(7) A man raised from death by Jesus (see John 11: 1-44).
(8) Early form of slide projector.
(9) Shakespeare's sensitive hero known for procrastination.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Some technical questions

The following is a list of questions which have been floating around some
Internet circles. They are excellent prep questions for a technical interview.

I haven't made any attempt to clean them up, spelling or organization wise.

Don't bother asking me for the answers,
1) I don't have an answer key.
2) It'd do you good to think.

1. Given a rectangular (cuboidal for the puritans) cake with a rectangular
piece removed (any size or orientation), how would you cut the remainder
of the cake into two equal halves with one straight cut of a knife ?

2. You're given an array containing both positive and negative integers and
required to find the subarray with the largest sum (O(N) a la KBL).
Write a routine in C for the above.

3. Given an array of size N in which every number is between 1 and N,
determine if there are any duplicates in it. You are allowed to destroy
the array if you like. [ I ended up giving about 4 or 5 different solutions
for this, each supposedly better than the others ].

4. Write a routine to draw a circle (x ** 2 + y ** 2 = r ** 2) without making
use of any floating point computations at all.

5. Given only putchar (no sprintf, itoa, etc.) write a routine putlong that
prints out an unsigned long in decimal.

6. Give a one-line C expression to test whether a number is a power of
2. [No loops allowed - it's a simple test.]

7. Given an array of characters which form a sentence of words, give an
efficient algorithm to reverse the order of the words (not characters)
in it.

8. How many points are there on the globe where by walking one mile south,
one mile east and one mile north you reach the place where you started.

9. Give a very good method to count the number of ones in a 32 bit number.
(caution: looping through testing each bit is not a solution).

10. What are the different ways to say, the value of x can be either a 0
or a 1. Apparently the if then else solution has a jump when written
out in assembly.
if (x == 0)
y=0
else
y =x

There is a logical, arithmetic and a datastructure soln to the above
problem.

11. Reverse a linked list.

12. Insert in a sorted list

13. In a X's and 0's game (i.e. TIC TAC TOE) if you write a program for
this give a gast way to generate the moves by the computer. I mean this
should be the fasteset way possible. The answer is that you need to store
all possible configurations of the board and the move that is associated
with that. Then it boils down to just accessing the right element and
getting the corresponding move for it. Do some analysis and do some more
optimization in storage since otherwise it becomes infeasible to get
the required storage in a DOS machine.



15. Give a fast way to multiply a number by 7.

16. How would go about finding out where to find a book in a library. (You
don't know how exactly the books are organized beforehand).

17. Linked list manipulation.

18. Tradeoff between time spent in testing a product and getting into the
market first.

19. What to test for given that there isn't enough time to test everything
you want to.

20. First some definitions for this problem:
a) An ASCII character is one byte long and the most significant bit
in the byte is always '0'.
b) A Kanji character is two bytes long. The only characteristic of a
Kanji character is that in its first byte the most significant bit
is '1'.

Now you are given an array of a characters (both ASCII and Kanji) and,
an index into the array. The index points to the start of some character.
Now you need to write a function to do a backspace (i.e. delete the
character before the given index).

21. Delete an element from a doubly linked list.

22. Write a function to find the depth of a binary tree.

23. Given two strings S1 and S2. Delete from S2 all those characters which
occur in S1 also and finally create a clean S2 with the relevant characters
deleted.

24. Assuming that locks are the only reason due to which deadlocks can occur
in a system. What would be a foolproof method of avoiding deadlocks in
the system.

25. Reverse a linked list.

26. Write a small lexical analyzer - interviewer gave tokens. expressions like
"a*b" etc.

27. Besides communication cost, what is the other source of inefficiency in RPC?

(answer : context switches, excessive buffer copying).
How can you optimise the communication? (ans : communicate through shared
memory on same machine, bypassing the kernel _ A Univ. of Wash. thesis)

28. Write a routine that prints out a 2-D array in spiral order!

29. How is the readers-writers problem solved? - using semaphores/ada .. etc.

30. Ways of optimizing symbol table storage in compilers.

31. A walk-through through the symbol table functions, lookup() implementation
etc -

32. A version of the "There are three persons X Y Z, one of which always lies"..

etc..

33. There are 3 ants at 3 corners of a triangle, they randomly start moving
towards another corner.. what is the probability that they don't collide.

34. Write an efficient algo and C code to shuffle a pack of cards.. this one
was a feedback process until we came up with one with no extra storage.

35. The if (x == 0) y = 0 etc..

36. Some more bitwise optimization at assembly level

37. Some general questions on Lex Yacc etc.

38. Given an array t[100] which contains numbers between 1..99.
Return the duplicated value. Try both O(n) and O(n-square).

39. Given an array of characters. How would you reverse it. ?
How would you reverse it without using indexing in the array.

40. GIven a sequence of characters. How will you convert the lower
case characters to upper case characters. ( Try using bit vector
- sol given in the C lib -> typec.h)

41. Fundas of RPC.

42. Given a linked list which is sorted. How will u insert in sorted
way.

43. Given a linked list How will you reverse it.

44. Tell me the courses you liked and why did you like them.

45. Give an instance in your life in which u were faced with a
problem and you tackled it successfully.

46. What is your ideal working environment. ( They usually
to hear that u can work in group also.)

47. Why do u think u are smart.

48. Questions on the projects listed on the Resume.

49. Do you want to know any thing about the company.( Try to ask some
relevant and interesting question).


51. What are your geographical preference?

52. What are your expecctations from the job.

53. Give a good data structure for having n queues ( n not fixed) in a
finite memory segment. You can have some data-structure separate for
each queue. Try to use at least 90% of the memory space.

54. Do a breadth first traversal of a tree.

55. Write code for reversing a linked list.

56. Write, efficient code for extracting unique elements from
a sorted list of array. e.g. (1, 1, 3, 3, 3, 5, 5, 5, 9, 9, 9, 9) ->
(1, 3, 5, 9).

57. C++ ( what is virtual function ?
what happens if an error occurs in constructor or destructor.
Discussion on error handling, templates, unique features of C++.
What is different in C++, ( compare with unix).

58. Given a list of numbers ( fixed list) Now given any other list,
how can you efficiently find out if there is any element in the
second list that is an element of the first list (fixed list).

59. GIven 3 lines of assembly code : find it is doing. IT was to find
absolute value.

60. If you are on a boat and you throw out a suitcase, Will the level of
water increase.

61. Print an integer using only putchar. Try doing it without using extra
storage.

62. write C code for
deleting an element from a linked listy
traversing a linked list
efficient way of elimiating duplicates from an array

63. what are various problems unique to distributed databases

64. declare a void pointer
a) void *ptr;

65. make the pointer aligned to a 4 byte boundary in a efficient manner
a) assign the pointer to a long number
and the number with 11...1100
add 4 to the number

66. what is a far pointer (in DOS)

67. what is a balanced tree

68. given a linked list with the following property
node2 is left child of node1, if node2 < node1
els, it is the right child.

O P
|
|
O A
|
|
O B
|
|
O C

How do you convert the above linked list to the
form without disturbing the property. Write C code
for that.

O P
|
|
O B
/ / / O ? O ?

determine where do A and C go


69. Describe the file system layout in the UNIX OS
a) describe boot block, super block, inodes and data layout

70. In UNIX, are the files allocated contiguous blocks of data
a) no, they might be fragmented
how is the fragmented data kept track of
a) describe the direct blocks and indirect blocks in UNIX
file system

71. Write an efficient C code for 'tr' program. 'tr' has two command
line arguments. They both are strings of same length. tr reads an
input file, replaces each character in the first string with the
corresponding character in the second string. eg. 'tr abc xyz'
replaces all 'a's by 'x's, 'b's by 'y's and so on.
a) have an array of length 26.
put 'x' in array element corr to 'a'
put 'y' in array element corr to 'b'
put 'z' in array element corr to 'c'
put 'd' in array element corr to 'd'
put 'e' in array element corr to 'e'
and so on.

the code
while (!eof)
{
c = getc();
putc(array[c - 'a']);
}

72. what is disk interleaving

73. why is disk interleaving adopted

74. given a new disk, how do you determine which interleaving is the best
a) give 1000 read operations with each kind of interleaving
determine the best interleaving from the statistics

75. draw the graph with performace on one axis and 'n' on another, where
'n' in the 'n' in n-way disk interleaving. (a tricky question, should
be answered carefully)

76. I was a c++ code and was asked to find out the bug in that. The bug
was that he declared an object locally in a function and tried to
return the pointer to that object. Since the object is local to the
function, it no more exists after returning from the function. The
pointer, therefore, is invalid outside.

77. A real life problem - A square picture is cut into 16 sqaures and
they are shuffled. Write a program to rearrange the 16 squares to
get the original big square.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sociology

well i am studying sociology these days.i am currently reading max weber ideas and sociological theory.

Ideas
There is no pre-established correspondence between the content of an idea and the interests of those who follow from the first hour. But, in time, ideas are discredited in the face of history unless they point in the direction of conduct that various interests promote. Ideas, selected and reinterpreted from the original doctrine, do gain an affinity with the interests of certain members of special strata; if they do not gain such an affinity, they are abandoned.

when an objective is forgotten then we forget the idea as well.Sometimes we have an idea of perfection in our mind and we think if this was to become a reality all our problems would be solved ,that it would be panacea..to our ills.

Spaces in Sand

Had a written test today... adobe came to campus and .. i did my best under the circumstances and hope i will be able to clear the written.
took a date for GRE .. 11th April .. 9 pm .. it was long over due and finally after some career counselling i decide to take it.

i have books on my table.. Let us C by yashwant kanetkar.. OOPs by balaguruswamy.. all about words books on data compression sociology..
and i wonder if i can read them all ..by the end of the week..
all i can say is i can try..

Sometimes we find spaces .. in between rocks.. in between sand in between our hands..

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Nothing to say..

So what all has been happening in my life...
i went to a technical fest in iitd .. in most technical fests u kinda have to pick and choose the events u want to participate in, like i wanted to participate in a few .. but didn't end up..couldn't find partners for the quizzes.. all said and done me and my friends won in car design .
I met KK after a long time ,saw Rang de Basanti with Udit pranav rohit they are great guys and fun to be with.We went to Priya ..hung around kk was kinda tired after three days straight in office(i am jealous) had ice creams from nirulas ... ordered pasta n pizza from slice of italy... rainbows .. met new friends and old..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Sorting Networks..

There is nothing more difficult to take in hand,more perilous to conduct, or more uncertain in its sucess,than to take the lead in the introduction of a new order of things
- NICCOLO MACHIAVELLI,THE PRINCE

Last semester of my engineering degree has come ,juniors say its the time to get nostalgic but i say the time to be nostalgic is only when its over dead and buried and we are singing our victory dance on some roof top.We have a subject this semester that revived my interest in Computer Science .
i have taken parallel computing(sometimes i think its common sense computing) its been hardly a month and i have taken a class on parallel computing(only five minutes)
proving odd even transposition sorting.
Reading material on sorting trying to find networks intuitively Reading The Art of Computer Programming Vol-3 by Knuth its fascinating book containing lots of quotations AND LOTS OF MATHEMATICS..
Hope to read this book atleast once before this semester ends that's all.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Kingdom of Heaven

A kingdom of concious...
Remember that even when those who move u be kings or men of power ... your soul is in your keeping alone .. when u stand beofre god u cannot say that i did as i was told to or that virtue was inconvenient ...

Monday, January 09, 2006

Pain

what happens to us when we are in pain .. does any other emotion except the emotion to exsape exists
Only the drive to escape the pain. When it’s strong
enough, it strips us of everything that makes us who we are,
until we’re reduced to creatures less than animals, creatures with a single
desire and goal: escape.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Some thoughts

What is a king, after all, but a man imprisoned by his duties

You devote yourself to that which you believe to be true but cannot prove.
should i believe in spirit .. in religion in form ..but what is proof but a way of thinking ..
..there is care there is a tenderness in words .. understanding ..
understanding begets empathy and compassion,even for the meanest beggar in the meanest city

iS Wisdom is the most important tool for a
person to possess.”
Logic
the ability to reason analytically. Applied properly, it can overcome
any lack of wisdom, which one only gains through age and experience.”
virtue ...is it overated ..
Too many problems in this world are caused by men with noble dispositions and clouded minds.

A Cliff

Sometimes in life We’re throwing ourselves off a cliff without knowing how deep the water below is.
Ah, but what a glorious flight!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Belief

Beliefs .. are like strings of hope .. that are sometimes make us believe when there is no hope ..they help us .. they feed and cloth and take care of u untill u are ready to go into the world and find your drive..
When we feel that everyone thinks so low of u, cause of some actions u haven't done .. of actions u have done ..of actions misinterpreted ...
we worry about what people think .. and forget about the only ones who actually matter
who love u .. i say when all is lost don't lose your tranquility .. cause it is all we have ..If we can't bear to take the good with the bad .. then what justice we do to the faith people have on us.......
Are we hollow weak .. not to be able to take some blows .. does our emotions make us forget our sanity...
Am i not a warrior of old .. do i do justice to my ancestors ......

Sometimes in life .. we need hope we need believe to hold on a second more ..
sometimes we feel so alone .. want to feel alone .. ..sometimes i realise that i really can't help anyone else ..
sometimes i feel helpless sometimes strong ..
a rock sometimes othertimes sand ..
Rocks never cry they say .. but when the waves fall on the rocks ..they do erode
what time they break is the choice
we make and only we can make

Sometimes

sometimes i feel..
i feel as if a book is talking to me
In life
You must
retain your freedom, for in it lies your true power: the ability to make choices independent
With People
You must be kind and wise with them all, for they put their trust in you. Don’t
speak flippantly or without thought, because your words will have impact far beyond whatyou intend.

The burden of leadership is being responsible for the well-being of the people in your charge.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Eragon-Christopher Pa0lini

“The sea is emotion incarnate. It loves, hates, and weeps. It defies all attempts to capture it with words and rejects all shackles. No matter what you say about it, there is always that which you can’t."

wonderful .. book ..
the act is what will decide our destiny .. choices and actions ...

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Living

don't know what but ..new year is coming and i promised this year i am not going to hold back ..
this year i will try ..i will give it everything.. many may ask me don't you give it everything now .. i would say i will give even more than i have ..
this year i dig deep and find more to give ..
things to achieve..

strong programming skills in C/C++. The desired areas of expertise are- File Format, Plugins, Filters,COM, OOA&D, WinNT/CE, internet technologies, imaging and graphics.

wanna learn symbian os ..
economics and psychology have to start from the beginning to the end..

Friday, December 23, 2005

Origin of currency..



well the origin of currency is fascinating journey, during my formative years i thought the barter system was better and simpler.

Let us travel through the ages to Scotland in 1200 B.C , a huge man wearing a skirt with nails and hammer is heading towards a house.He knocks at the doors ,someone answers the doors ....they have an argument .. after sometime the other person gives the man a piece of meat and takes the nails and the hammer...
a trade is made ..
in ancient timesthe sower and the reaper were the same . The man making the nails and selling is the same.The rearer and butcher was the same person.Division of labour was a thing unheard of back then.
Well but most useful things are perishable stuff like food items .. it is difficult to find value of a commodity .. most things perishable have high value in use but very low value actually in comparison to a diamond .. but a diamond has little value in use but great value in exchange.

now we leave towards greece ..
and i hear people measuring by oxens .. like the armour of achilles is worth 100 oxens.... times are changing i see imperishable metals being used ..copper being used in rome to trade.Bars of copper used for trade .. sometimes iron was used.. in rich countries silver and gold.. .. now it is very diffiult to pay in rude metal unstamped metal cause we don't know the exact value .. weighing them always and then assaying them is not an option without the additional costs.And if u don't assay melt the metal then its have huge chance to get defrauded..
stamped rude bars came into effect but still metal is scarce commodity .now coins came into being.
Servius tullius incorporated coins in rome .. roman pound contained a pound of copper
troyes pound used in scotland contained copper .. pound sterling contained a pound of silver of a known fineness .Shillings were infact a measure of weight rather than currency..
avarice and abuse of power used by kings princes states to repay the debts to the subjects by reducing the amount of silver in the pound.
this way .. money became the universal intrument of commerce

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Adam Smith ...


reading about Adam Smith and The wealth of nations.
Adam Smith was born on june 5th 1723
"An enquiry into the nature and causes of wealth of nations"

the often quoted passage

"It is not from the benevolence of the butcher, the brewer, or the baker that we expect our dinner, but from their regard to their own interest. We address ourselves, not to their humanity but to their self-love, and never talk to them of our own necessities but of their advantages."


the passage offers a useful insight to his work.Every individual works devotes resources to a cause that he thinks will increase his own security.A person works for his own gain and tries to maximize his own gain .Freedom desired by everyman is the cause of this reaction.In history we have seen charity and benevolence of the wolves ,we have seen wars fought for peace, and we have heard if not seen of great atrocities commited in the name of freedom.And we have cursed economics of this world for it.That is why we should never talk of them our own necessities but what use would there actions be use to them.


anyways 639 pages ...to go

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

New Passions-Assembling a mobile phone


Suddenly thses days i am totally raptured by mobile phones ..


especially the nokia 91 and tmobile sidekick ..but really .. i think i would have to assemble my own mobile phone to have everything i want in it.

Assembling a mobile phone.. woooooooooooo

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sleeping in Class

just remembered the good old days of school..
there was a time i used to study all night sleep at 4 in the night get up in the morning at 7:30 am .. well i always had trouble sleeping too restless ..
going to school attending classes ..falling asleep in class not cause they were too oring but cause i tried my heart out ...studying the previous night..
five years down the line ... am i better or worse don't know ..more mature may be ...naah i am still the same fellow just with lot of more scars from battles ..
battles won and lost ,negotiated with dignity and respect .. one year in pec .. 3 and half year in iiit allahabad .. what am i .. is this a time for reflection or to just get on with it... get on with it my head says ..

Really Sick

oops .. i feel really sick .. dehydration .. feeling thirsty .. reminds me of those typhoid days .. i am still strong but . who know for how long..

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

LIFE

they say only death is free and it also come with a price called life ..
7th semester is over and i am back home wasting time as if it is there to be wasted ..
had a great presentation and all ,hoping for a great grade ..

Saturday, October 29, 2005

The Birth of Tragedy

"Dare now to be tragic men, for ye shall be redeemed!"
chapter 20 The Birth of Tragedy

The Birth of Tragedy by Nietzsche(summary and review)
bless my crooked soul having the guts to review a classic but even so while reading some portions of the book,i have come to realise the limitation language imposes on us,the limitation of the I "the individual".Man has been so engrossed with i that he has forgotten the surroundings..even thought the I becomes We in some cases ..the limitation of our consicous hampers us to include everything.The universe is not based upon I and We neither it is based on the domain and its limitations that we make it out to be situated in,it is neither in the words i write now, cause words I ,u,We can hardly be used to describe such feelings.So I ask myself what does!( In Simple words - not everything we feel can be expressed in words,and in our life we are fixated with I ,we,U other words words which cannot ever define the universe as they are incompetent to even describe our feelings )
Music exists in the realm beyond language, and so allows us to rise beyond consciousness and experience our connection to the Primordial Unity. Music is superior to all other arts in that it does not represent a phenomenon, but rather the "world will" itself.

IN the Birth of Tragedy Nietzche looks at the birth greek tragedy((Tragedy-A serious medieval narrative or narrative poem written in an elevated style and typically dealing with the downfall of an important or powerful person)) when it was born .. the meeting of appollonian worldview with dionysiusian.Even though he is critical of what is perceived as art ,Nietzsche has faith in the human soul and urges us to drop our Socratic pretenses(the idea of right and wrong) and accept the culture of Dionysus again.Nietzsche describes the state of Greek art before the influence of Dionysus as being naive, and concerned only with appearances. In this art conception, the observer was never truly united with art, as he remained always in quiet contemplation with it, never immersing himself. The appearances of Individual(Apollo) was designed to shield man from the innate suffering of the world, and thus provide some relief and comfort.

Then came Dionysus, whose ecstatic revels first shocked the Apollonian man of Greek culture(well you can say the appollonian man was like the hindu saffron brigade aakka shiv sena and Dionysian was valentines day). In the end, however, it was only through one's immersion in the Dionysian essence of Primordial Unity that redemption from the suffering of the world could be achieved(Meaning sex can elevate u!!).In simple words in life we have the choice to suffer and hope that we find salvation afterwards ( what a crazy idea, just a way to suffer ) or to join Dionysian gang and revel(Rockstars acid,drugs sex ,rockand roll,promiscuity ). In Dionysus, man found that his existence was not limited to his individual experiences alone, and thus a way was found to escape the fate of all men, which is death. As the Dionysian essence is eternal, one who connects with this essence finds a new source of life and hope(Now wait a minute,what is the bull and crap about being eternal ,Life is right now why this fixation with eternity) . Nietzsche thus shows Dionysus to be an uplifting alternative to the salvation offered by Christianity, which demands that man renounce life on earth altogether and focus only on heaven. For, in order to achieve salvation through Dionysus, one must immerse oneself in life now.

wonderful ... na

Friday, October 28, 2005

TO Where

i am waiting to find something to base my life around,what's that something is i don't know,but i don't know a lot of things.
what's going in my life ..
well today 28th is the day i celebrate my birthday,na its not my birthday today .. but since my cousin pranav was born on 28th i do so. The past two days i have beating all sleeping records getting up in the evening at 5 ...just gave sim cat 4(mocks conducted by ims) in the past few days . So i have been lazy ..so lazy infact haven't celebrated my birthday.
i have been orkutting these days
someone wants to see really adorable pick of a baby elephant akka sushant kumar (chussi) visit
http://www.orkut.com/Profile.aspx?uid=16991304000418426587
walking away..
to where.....somewhere anywhere

Monday, October 17, 2005

phaedrus

but about myself: am I a monster more complicated and swollen with passion than the serpent Typho, or a creature of a gentler and simpler sort, to whom Nature has given a diviner and lowlier destiny? But let me ask you, friend: have we not reached the plane-tree to which you were conducting us?

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

WHaT ShoulD i WriTe AbouT

Life as it is gives us a melange of experiences ,which sometimes we feel savor.
during the past few weeks a lot has happened ,old friendships coming back to life ,new ones undergoing trials ,breakups in between,accidents to others, fractures slip discs in neck , won a few prizes ... showered in glory presenting papers ..attended lunch birthparty in which i had loads of fun,in between a girl asked me to dance with her but really screw ups in majority.
these are the few of the experiences i went through in the last two weeks.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Game theory

Game theory in novels

An example of commitment using third party contracts is found in Mario Puzo's classic novel The Godfather. Those who may have only seen the film and not read the book might remember a few references to "the hostages" prior to any meetings between the heads of the families. In the book, this is described in much greater detail.

"The Bocchicchio Family was unique in that, once a particularly ferocious branch of the Mafia in Sicily, it had become an instrument of peace in America." The Bocchicchio Family is described as most ruthless and completely unamenable to logic and reason. Their simple code of vengeance did not make exception - if you harmed a member of their family, revenge would always follow. This irrationality become a limitation in America and the Bocchicchio family "knew they could not compete with their Mafia families in the struggle to organize and control more sophisticated business structures like prostitution, gambling, dope and public fraud." However, searching for an occupation in the new land of America, "the Bocchicchio Family became negotiators and hostages in the peace efforts of warring Mafia families."

Here is the basic idea. Say that Michael Corleone, the head of one Mafia family wishes to meet with Don Tessio, the head of another in order to discuss a deal for mutual advantage. The invited guest has no way of knowing if he will be safe during the visit, and Michael's promises that he will not hurt the guest cannot be believed. There is a problem of commitment here, and without some commitment, the two will not meet.

Enter the Bocchicchio Family. When Michael invites Don Tessio, he not only promises not to harm him, but also hires a member of the Bocchicchio Family to go to Tessio's house. There, the "hostage" will be guarded by Tessio's men. If Don Tessio does not return safely, Tessio's men will kill the hostage. The Bocchicchio Family, seeking revenge, will blame Michael Corleone for the death, since he made the promise that Don Tessio will not be harmed.

Now here is where the Bocchicchio Family's ruthlessness and irrationality is important. They have a reputation for revenge. They can't be bargained with. They can't be bribed. This way, Michael Corleone recognizes that breaking his promise to keep Tessio safe will result, eventually, in his own death. So, he commits to Tessio not through "cheap talk" or empty promises, but through a contract with a third party which is both credible and a strong enough commitment to guarantee that the meeting will take place.



Iannis Xenakis
Engineer turned classical composer, Xenakis formulated musical reflections of game theory with two "competing" orchestras in his compositions Duel and Strategie, both defined as "games for two orchestras."



"Murray Street is perhaps best seen as a product of cooperative game theory. Like all Sonic Youth albums, it is a result of individuals, striving in a collectivist environment, for goals that are only understood once they are achieved."

what is game theory?
It's a theory of probability that's a mathematical discipline that more or less has been applied improperly to real-life situations. It's just that idea of a set or rules that gets misused that intrigued me about it. I was reading how it was used in cold war strategies and all sorts of high-level things like that, with no particular record of success. And I just thought it was kind of a negative comment, really, but kind of a telling comment on life in general -- that you just have to have some sort of set of rules, but who knows what the set of rules should be. You just sort of make up what you can and go with it.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

LIfe's like that....



what do u say to a nine year old riding a Riksha in the middle of Allahabad civil lines, his father was ill and he was doing it in order to earn money for his medicines.. he asked me whether he could drop me anywhere ...
i wonder may be i should have gone someplace with him on his riksha.. i wonder if i was correct in giving him the money without using his services, was it the honorable thing to do,may be i could have paid him after using his riskha....may be
his father may be really ill and might be dying.. suddenly a nine year old is man of the house..
but life is like that sometimes we suddenly grow up to this world and our childhood are lost

Thursday, August 25, 2005

The funniestt thing i ever heard.........

plz answer the question given below.. asked to father whose daughter is going for an MBA
"How are you letting her study an MBA.. where will you go for a more qualified husband for her now"..

my words.... first i laughed at it .. then i realised that this is no joke to lampooned at .This is the truth that is repeated day after day in the households of India.
tell me how many girls go for higher studies .. after the age of 23 they are thought of some commodity which has to be traded.I couldn't help wondering if me and my parents didn't encourage my sister to do an MBA would she have taken a stand to do it.
sometimes i stare at the stars to ask such questions which have no answers or questions which i don't want to answer,other questions which seem impossible to answer but yet can be solved .. will i do it won't i ...is it right or is it wrong .. is my percetion right or wrong..
in right and wrong whatever i choose ..thanks for power to choose

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Googled


some questions from google fresher interviews included writing a haiku ..
1. Write a haiku describing possible methods for predicting search
traffic seasonality.

funny na a haiku on season traffic seasonality.... on search engines i hope

my take ...

search engines hits down this
summer .undergrad vacations on ..
na this would not qualify as a haiku ..
not original and not new perspective at all

take 2
search through times is increasing
happiness all around
I'm feeling lucky

..........

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Where do u see yourself after 5 years?


ever been in an job interview .. one of the most irritating questions is
Where do u see yourself after 5 years?
Ans.[$%#@^%#@^*%&&($%^$()&^&] an array of bullshit

in interviews i discover that i am cassandra and after being cursed by apollo no one is going to believe me if i predict the future .So i acquiescence to my fate and lie and as predicted they believe me.
does an arrow know where it is going after it has been fired.. i say it is not his interest to know... that is for the bow of circumstances and the bow string of time to know.
in between if you are wondering about what other parts of the bow are they.... plz refer tothe pic above...
but today is the time to ponder .. how can a few question which tend to be so tautological decide the fate of a candidate..

Friday, August 19, 2005

An Equal Music -II

The thing about camellias you know ,is that when there about to die ,they won't tell you in time.If they lack water ,they don't look unhappy for a while,and show you they're suffering ,they just die.......
love in relationships also does not show but just dies.....
can u play without hearing the music .. an equal music u can play without needing to hear it.. i wonder my friend what musics would i have heard if i couldn't hear..
i can only wonder i guess...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

An Equal Music

And into that gate they shall enter,and in that house they shall dwell,where there shall be no cloud or sun,no darkness nor dazzling ,but one equal night,no noise nor silence,but one equal music,no fears nor hopes,but one equal possesion,no foes nor friends,but one equal communion and identity,no ends nor beginnings,but one equal eternity.....
-JOHN DONNE

Friday, August 05, 2005

trilogy

These are from Trilogy Interview.

(i)Given Finite numbers of sets say S1 , S2 , S3 .... SM . Design an algorithm Find the element such that , it is a member of largest number of sets


(ii)Design a data structure for which Insertion , Deletion and Searching Takes O(1) time . The Data Structure must be such that it holds at the most N Keys. It must throw exception FUll() when there is no more space .(Dont assume anything about type,values... etc of keys )




well my idea is to use array indexed from [Smallest element...........Largest element]and then count the frequency of each elements . And then we can element with Larget frequency .

Largest and Smallest are the Largest and Smallest elements of the set X = { S1 Union S2 Union S3 U .... SM } , The Time complexity is O(N) , N=|S1|+|S2|+|S3|.....|SM| . But this idea is not good , if the numbers are not uniformly distributed in the range smallest to Larget , or if number of elements are less compared to the size of the range.


Another Idea is to use BST ( or AVL Tree )with a Frequency Counter for each node. which is O(NlogN)

Are there any Better Solutions... ? I Guess there are.

What doesn't kill u just makes u stronger

There are those who live in the boundaries of guilt and fear, in the limits of imagination. One must dance in the moment. Reach down and pull up a song. Spin and chant and forget the sorrow that we are flesh on bone



- Book of Osiris, Egyptian Book of Dead(taken from suze's blog)



lately in my life a lots been happening which has left me all a bit unsure of future,you might say that the future is fickle and can never be planned but what to say of the human mind ,it always wants to plan ,preplan and post plan and plan.i been wondering whether the notion of right or wrong is justified . what is right or wrong in a situation that is already based upon some preconceived notion which can sound abstract to most people.Meanwhile my active vocab has decreased cause of my stay at chandigarh.. well my friends kinda don't like me speaking english so i have to converse in punjabi ..
i am at the crossroads of my life from where one path is different from the other..
though i have chosen a path .. i really don't know much about it
yesterday i was talking to a very intelligent girl ,and it was about the title of this blog... survival life is all about it,surviving something will give you confidence and experience..in between while i am writing amdocs results(recruitment is going on though i didn't appear today ) have come and some of most brilliant people haven't made the aptitude tests(sometimes i feel as though pulling my hair out what is required to get through these tests)and my friend is lying on the bed besides me supined by the force of destiny.To live another day he must survive today and so must i

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Mocha

me some old friends and new went to this place called Mocha...i met my old chess mate
cheema ..i know him from his turban days..great time with some great people .. kk ,sid akka tuppi ,pranavan akka peera.. and amit .. great guys .. and i had a great time..
after having some desserts hukkas we went to kk's place.. and decded to watch pulp fiction at around 2 in the night.. i kinda skipped it cause i knew i was in no mood to understand a tarantino movie after such a day..in the morning we had the
who will have a bath first competetion .. cheema came first at 9 ..after that amit around 12 then peera at 2..but kk and sid were in no mood to let up sid came last at 4 and we went to malls of noida to just chill out