What For

My sister calls me lazy.. i think being lazy is the biggest virtue a Person can have.i think being lazy drives person to work harder today so that laz around in the end.. in other wrds ave our peace later on ..

who are you..

i am something..
i think i am something..
i do something i become something..
but i am something else....
i am what i think i am...

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Remember

Do you want to remember everything you learn ..
if yes then imagine a room ..the biggest room you have ever seen ,may be a palace..
make your mind as big as the room you see in the palace....in the palace of your mind...

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..my reading have taken a turn from the fiction to non fiction(basically 3g 4g telecom)..
won't talk about that..
read hannibal rising.. thomas harris.. its 5 pm and i haven't had lunch.. so.. i better have something.. let's see

Survival

existence is identity ..
identification is concious...
AN A is an A... a thing is defined by itself..

you cannot have your cake and eat it too
which means .. a thing is a thing.. leaf can't be a stone.. at the same time..
dual nature of things doesn't exists unless we observe from two different references..

Fairness

Weekend.. i decided to agree to my mother's wishes and buy somethnigs for myself. i bought a shirt from dockers.. 1599 .. a t shirt 899.. i find it amusing to get pay more.. for the same things .. which aren't worth that much.. its something like a play.. in which i am an actor.. and the world swindles me.. trully depraved the thought in a way ...

to be reasonable.. its just the way life is.. we all swindle each other..
Some questions
suppose we want truth.. why do we not want the untruth. why don't we want ignorance..

can something arise from its opposite.. how can it..its inconcievable.. to the shadow that has no face..

ought to discover some day that words have an exact meaning

Last WEEKEND..IMAGinE SomeThing NEw..

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.."
Jack Kerouac


what..
how have i been .. what i have been doing..
went to ansal plaza with udit...well its shopping complex in delhi for those of you who don't know .We both went to the IMAGINE shop saw the APPLE IMAC i simply adore it.. i saw so many faces.. kids playing table soccer( i forgot what its called foosball i think)..we got bored of ansal plaza.. then we went to CP.. had this bagattefrom wenger's bakerywhere i saw this girl with the sadest eyes i have seen for a long time...After some time walking on CP inner circle a free lance photographer was taking pictures of little girls , i think for some exhibition. we hungs around for a fw hours .. then we went to Priya@vasantvihar.. sat there outside nirulas.. playing weird games while having walnut cake..like estimating the hair on each other's head.. on trees.. well we estimate the leaves to be around 200k and the hair around 50 to 75 k :) .. well we both like to play such games... trying to judge our quantative aptitude i guess whether rust has overtaken us or does the brain still works.. bought books by Rimbaud and Jack kerouac(not sure if i got the name right)
udit bought a book on haikus..

Beyond Right and Wrong

Most of us talk to ourselves without realising.. that whom are we talking to.. do we need some logical explaination to ourselves of what we want to do and what we don't .. should we intrinsically know what we think.. but are we so disconnected from our souls that we need to communicate to ourselves .This is something weird strage.. we aren't able to even communicate to ourselves how can we ever think of doing what we like.
what should i do you may ask me..
how should i find silence.... freedom from not talking to my self..
i say talk to your self .. but realise that you have take the responsibility of whatever you choose..
sub concious concious and super concious they may call these things but its just me..
and i can choose to unite them as well as divide them.

Jack Daniels..on the rocks..

the weekend ..
after a long time was like the one i had before.. where i had not time to breath.. every second utilized .....
felt like i did something.. .if not anything else .. was in good company..
udit got placed .. well got two offers. rocksearch and global analytics.. \:D/
pranav had already been placed so we had long await party..
me and udit went to CP .. hung around.. china town.. blues.. . udit wanted to try thai..
we went around looking for thai restaurant in CP.. we even decided to go to QBA and TGIF..
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came back... had coffee at barista.. ..fed biscuits to some dogs..
saw 8 feet below.. nice movie.. talked to pranav about barclays...
then we went to DRUMS OF HEAVEN for dinner.. nice place.. great food..
had fun..
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NEW YEAR

what did i do on new year eve...
unlike the typical youth of today.. i like to be with my family.. meet everyone.. all those relatives i hardly get to meet ..you might say everyone does.. i say its my choice to betheir and its not forced on me..
i went to chandigarh club.. for a ride.. in between the dinner party.. at my father's sisters place..
went inside.. saw a few familiar faces. .. i guess the two cousins i had with me wanted to do some bird watching..i ws like okay.. just do it..
sonu nigam was singing.. people were dancing..i saw the time and told the others to return.
when we went back our car.. was covered from all corners.. by others.. cars . i tried to push them..but couldn't ..8 cars.. in gear.. i was like why.. how could it be possible.. i was looking for avenues when.. a car went into a pit....
it was an kinda old guy with his family..two daughters.. hardly someone who can pick a car from a pit(the elder one was kinda pretty:(..)
anyways.. after some time were able to pull the car of the pit..got a heart felt thanks.. and smile..
good end to a heart breaking .. embroiling year..

UP and DOWN

everyday is filled with things ..
we do some chores... do simple things.. some complicated ones.. some demons we have.. in our past.. what i am beginning to observe are the things.. which strike out.. we do some things the same way everyday.. pic up the same phone.. type the same way on the computer everyday.. everything in our life is about convenience .. our comvenience.. I . the one who thinks .rather hopes that everything should go my way.. and sometimes resorts to something unethical to achieve the I's perspective....ideal.. I deal..that is what ideal means literally.. the deal which the I makes..
what is right ,what is wrong..
do i know..
yes or no..
but when i answe my question again again.. then .. sometimes i reach .. my reason.. frm my senses.. sometimes.. reach my soul..
and everything around me .. is like a place..which i observe..
see thngs as they are..not engrossed.. like generally i am..
i wonder.. how to define.. everything i fell how to write everything .. i understand..most things..
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but yes..
yes..
if u feel something is good.. if u like something. u will definately dislike something...that is ultimate truth..

IDIOTS PRICE OUR DEVICES

sharman networks
Vanuatu..LEF ..liberte egalite fraternite ..

what is necessary is to amke sure that being dishonest is not too easy..

Design is not about looks but about understanding how something works inside
its is to get what is it..

what does JK.. stands for

well we had long awaited team building training..
well it was fun great fun ...
lesson no 1
strategies .. more than one way of doing things..
no 2
your win should be so clear that the market can't say its foul.(though i really don't believe it..all companies have to pay lawyers.. the law i flawed as such)
no3
suppoort enable empower..
no4
its difficult to control people .. yes in hierarchy its easier..but very difficult with equals and superiors..
u have to convince them..u have to give them stuff to do.. which makes them busy and doesn't leave any room for going haywire
more later

iwoz

i read this book by steve wozniak the founder of apple(i hope u heard of ipods)
he asked people who invent to work alone.. to believe that its possible to build something alone.We overemphasize team spirit in the coporate culture i think .. i agree the power of a team but .. i believe that einstein wrote about relativity.. newton wrote the laws .. a commitee never invented anything .. a individual did..so work alone he says
he talked about patience and about doing things one at a time.. small steps..

Brazilian Best Wishes

carmel banana split
coffee .. more coffee..
specs.. more specs
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looking for new phone..

Treat At the FOOD court

what did i do today
well we went to the food court today today to have lunch.. rahul me and shweta..
attended two presentation on iur iuv.. and one on MCC hand..
started with iwoz.. trying to understand the concious of person who made Apple..
filled a form which i thought i never would
.. going home off for the day..

The Keymakers

Iwoz..
Steve WOZ..
Icon
Steve jobs..

the key makers to personal computers

google didn't invent search..microsft didn't write the first operation system..
its not about the first..

Most of us .. have rather have given a lot of undue important to the first. ..
first what.. u may ask
.. first time u kissed, the first time u broke up, the first time u had sex.. the first time u did something .. ....but we don't realise is that the first time is just the beginning , its not the end ,i won't write the cliqued "life goes on"
everyday is something new... everything new thing we think about .. or create is a new beginning.. and life will have more of them
The emphasis on the past must go in our lives as we proceed towards a new day
attachment leads to suffering they said ..

Its not about the Samosa ......

Bloppers done by some guys..
one of frds was offered a samosa by a guy trying to win her affections ..( reminds me of Amitabh's movie (he offered a watermelon) )
well do u think a girl will go out for a movie with u ifu offer her a samosa..
please answer in yes or no
well i say .. offer golgappe.. that's better ..
jokes apart.. its not about the victory but the chase..
its not about reward its about the journey..its important how u played.. what did u learn what sort of connection was achieved by you during the journey rather than the sucess or failure of it....
when everything ends some day or the other..
everyone knows that every connection every feeling has an end and a start .. still we long for permanence ..the ultimate truth of life is death.. the end of everything is right in its beginning..
so do what deem fit.. and the journey.. will seem much smoother

disclaimer : i am talking to my self .. no one is expected to read the above.. thank u

The Google story..

100 pipers
a fling..
shivamani@rivoli gardens..

lays.. onion style...
Apostolos wrote a poem and sent it to the whole company he didn't know yet.:Teoma..

local popularity..
global popularity..
hamster rank page.
so many things i wanna do..

telecom

Shivaji's Black Horse..

This is about a session of ethics that me and my fellow colleagues endured and suffered.. .our concious battered by probing questions ,trying to wake us from what we think we are .
WHO ARE YOU!
thw question posed before us and we autologically answered with the class name ,attributes(this tall ,thin.. health fat.. ) and operations(engineer.. coder.. ) ..some even declared themsleves to be void function(that they aren't sure of what they are).
He asked us what makes us so diferent from the other person..sitting next to us
well we all think we are different from each other don't we . It kinda makes us sane.. the thought .. that we are different from the other person.. that we are individuals .. and not just a mass.. who are distributed thinking....pretty much think the same way and want the same things..
well when asked to define ourselves we all come up with some rhethorical answers.. that.. i makes u think that u don't know yourself..
logical... values
practical honesty respect...
romantic.. conservative..
intelligent..
kind
generous
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are we really those things.,those words or we think so that we conform to those definitions ,why because we think its bad to be Different.. don't we realise that everytime somebody has a question for you ,you are enable to answer.. and end up saying i don't know.. but the same question posed to somebody else we have a answer ready before the person answers.. why..
the urge to cut short people when they speak..
what do we mean by respect..
one of my colleagues said that "if the other person respects me i will respect him"
well is that what respect is.. a sort of barter...like what a business man does..
is that what is know as respect.. which depends on trade.
respect comes from deeds from actions..
some people consider.. their word to be everything.. (reminds me of memnon of rhodes..)
we all respect reliable people.People who have integrity might be morally good or bad but they are respected.