Sine Qua Non

the essential condition for life .. that is sine qua non
these days i ponder on the existence of life that surrounds us,we tend to loose interest in the very things that makes us able survive.I loose hope like every other person,miss the very semblance that i aspire for and covet.This is my sine qua non which makes me read words which i hardly understand but still plough through,i feel as though i am a ship that just moves thorough the ocean without ever paying attention to what's inside.In the same way i read words of thoughts that i don't hope to think about.
The existence that i am a part of drives my needs, whether it is to learn obscure language as latin,latin cause i feel it is rare as rare as truth is.Though we all think truth is present everywhere and the essence of every thing is the truth it is rare to see its presence in existence.In the same way i feel about latin the essence of western languages which every western language has its basis.
i wish to share my feelings
Writing with two hands makes me feel enlightened,it is takes a lot of out of me to change so drastically ,i am natural left handed but these days i prefer to write with my right hand.Why you may ask,i thought it is right to right with your right hand.Too many rights in a sentence!
It gives me the sine qua non of my life.
the essential condition ,without which not.It gives me hope that when we think there is nothing to interest you there is always something.It gives me reason to live.