Trying to find the words

the new year has come though i don't understand the concept of a new year in midst of winters(well in the north its a bit cold)
my opinion is that new year should be reserved for spring,cause that is when everyone is energetic and happy,but i can't do anything about it except celebrate my personel new year in spring.And among the few rules of my life, the best one is never think about something you cannot imagine a solution to.
like never look at a girl if you are not interested to go out with her or atleast talk to her,like if i can't talk to a girl then their is no point looking at her ans so on imagine. this is something my friends normally don't agree with me on this matter.
never look at a book you don't plan on reading blah blah don't i sound like a con man deepak chopra ....don't, i ,i wish, i was, inexorable, god bless the world.

So what did i do the previous year

i saw Alexander- the movie
something i noticed funny ,suppose i end being this great man whose name resonates through the ages ,and a picture is made in my honour say two thousand years afterwards

suppose i don't marry will i be called gay .......or a bisexsual....
the ways of the world are most amusing
moral of the sotry if you don't desire a woman you are gay
is it!!!
i leave with this though of parting