Sleeping in Class

just remembered the good old days of school..
there was a time i used to study all night sleep at 4 in the night get up in the morning at 7:30 am .. well i always had trouble sleeping too restless ..
going to school attending classes ..falling asleep in class not cause they were too oring but cause i tried my heart out ...studying the previous night..
five years down the line ... am i better or worse don't know ..more mature may be ...naah i am still the same fellow just with lot of more scars from battles ..
battles won and lost ,negotiated with dignity and respect .. one year in pec .. 3 and half year in iiit allahabad .. what am i .. is this a time for reflection or to just get on with it... get on with it my head says ..