UP and DOWN

everyday is filled with things ..
we do some chores... do simple things.. some complicated ones.. some demons we have.. in our past.. what i am beginning to observe are the things.. which strike out.. we do some things the same way everyday.. pic up the same phone.. type the same way on the computer everyday.. everything in our life is about convenience .. our comvenience.. I . the one who thinks .rather hopes that everything should go my way.. and sometimes resorts to something unethical to achieve the I's perspective....ideal.. I deal..that is what ideal means literally.. the deal which the I makes..
what is right ,what is wrong..
do i know..
yes or no..
but when i answe my question again again.. then .. sometimes i reach .. my reason.. frm my senses.. sometimes.. reach my soul..
and everything around me .. is like a place..which i observe..
see thngs as they are..not engrossed.. like generally i am..
i wonder.. how to define.. everything i fell how to write everything .. i understand..most things..
.......
but yes..
yes..
if u feel something is good.. if u like something. u will definately dislike something...that is ultimate truth..